My first BDSM first experience Part 2

The waiter came and Mistress ordered a glass of Chardonnay and before I could speak, she ordered the same for me. She smiled waiting to see my reaction but I didn’t say a word.

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Do you like wine boy? Yes Mistress I do, thank you for ordering it for me. She was staring at me knowing how unconfortable I was. After few minutes she said, why are you here? My first thought was to tell her because I need to know who I am, but instead I said because I need your help Mistress. Help for? I want to find out why I am so attracted to Dominant Women, why vanilla Women leave a feeling of emptyness inside of me. She said I can guide you boy but you will need to pay attention and be all ears so you can understand the world where Dominant people and submissive people need each other.

I will do anything to find happiness and fill this emptyness that’s consuming me inside. Would you be my Mistress? She smiled and replied, are you worth it boy? Because I am sure there are so many things you do not know and it will take time for you to understand. Please Mistress I am willing to  do anything, just please be patient with me, I need this so bad.

How much do you know about BDSM boy? I have read some Mistress, So what are your limits? Before I started telling her, she asked for a shit of paper and a pen and told me to write them and give the list to her. She said think hard and take your time. The wine was served and she started sipping it  looking at me. I was trying to write but I was shaking, my brain was blank and it took me some time before ideas started flowing about what I wouldn’t want to do.

When she saw that I was finally writting she stood up, took her glass of wine and went outside to make a phone call. I know she was giving me time alone so I could do the task in a more comfortable way and I was greatful to her. 20 minutes passed and she came back. Everyone in that place was looking at her, there was something about her that attract everyones attention.

She stood beside the chair and looked at me, I didn’t know what she was waiting for until she said; stand up and pull the chair for me to sit boy. Where are your manners? In 1 second I was pulling the chair for her and feeling like a perfect idiot. After she was comfortably seeted I went back to my sit and handed her the list.

She said, is this all? Are you sure? I started sweating, questioning myself, what did I miss, should I write more. But what popped from my mouth was Yes Mistress!

She read as if she really cared and that made me feel good. Forever reason I trusted her and mostly, I needed her. She didn’t say a word called the waiter and asked him to bring some appetizers. After the food arrived, we had a friendly time. She asked me about my family, my work, my past and she listened carefully. When we finished eating, she decided it was time to go so I asked for the check.

By now she knew a lot about me but I didn’t know anything about her. I walked her to her car, opened the door for her and asked. Mistress am I going to see you again? She nod and said, you will see a lot of me.

I was so happy, havent been as excited as now in ages. She was perfect and I knew she was the one, the Mistress I will serve, follow and obey without hesitation.

I went home and that night I couldn’t sleep so I read a lot about Femdoming, then I knew why she was surprised with my small list about my limits. I wished I could rewrite it but she took it with her.

The next day very early in the morning I received a message on my phone saying Hello boy I will see you Friday at 6pm and an address. Instantly I got aroused, nervous and excited at the same time.

I replied: Thank you Mistress!

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