A Dominatrix I Willingly Gave Control To

The Idea of A Dominatrix And A Dominant Woman Fascinated Me

For a long time, I have felt something missing, some important aspect of life not yet being met. It was nearly three years since I have had sex, even when I was having sex something was not quite satisfying. So I began searching, researching various types of sex. I instantly gravitated towards dominatrix and the idea of a dominant woman. I think what first attracted me to dominatrix was the idea of losing or rather freely giving up control.

Because my position in society was very public I needed to find a discreet dominatrix. I started searching Femdom sites, creating several profiles in order to search for such a dominant woman that I could willingly give full control to. My mindset grew to the thought that any man, be it a manly or feminine man should worship women. I consider myself a gentleman, fancy shirt and tie, a powerhouse in my own professional environment, yet regardless of how powerful a man may be, our rightful place is at the feet of women.

My Search For The Right Dominatrix Continues

My search for a dominatrix continued, running into many scams here and there. Until I found a dominatrix that was gracious enough to introduce me to and give me my first Femdom experience. She lived across the country so our sessions were via webcam or simple chat via Google Hangout. Each day she would provide me with a few instructions that I would have to obey and inform her as soon as I did.

I grew to anticipate her messages, checking with eagerness every five minutes or so. I began to tremble with anticipation, physical shaking. The instructions started off rather simple… drop on all fours and say I love you, Mistress, strip naked and drop on all fours for fifteen minutes and repeat the phrase, “thank you mistress”, slap my testicles with a spatula, finger my ass. After weeks of progressive instructions, we began our first web session.

My First Webcam Experience With Mistress

In our first web experience, my mistress instructed me to lay naked on my back, as comfortable as possible. I was pre-instructed to get a little drunk in order to become more susceptible to suggestions. As I lay on my back, my mistress began to induce me into a trance. She caused my head to spin, asking me to count slowly, while speaking in a hypnotic voice. I began to blackout a little and awoke to repeat after my mistress…

“I want to worship women”, “women are superior”, “I love my mistress”, “I long to be obedient”, “pain is pleasurable”.

Losing track of all time… what seemed like a couple of minutes was a full hour. As our session came to a close my mistress instructed me to sleep, and I fell asleep almost instantly.

By now my mistress had developed a severe need for me to serve and obey all women, which became a 24-hour reaction. Suddenly there was nothing my female supervisor would ask that I would not obey. But it was not enough. I still longed for and needed my mistress. I could no longer nor wished to masturbate without my mistress’ permission. For our second session, no alcohol was necessary. I instantly succumbed to her wishes as she hypnotically seduced me.

She had me imagine her lying next to me and had me licking the air as if it were her feet, her legs, her pussy. I could almost feel her penetrate me with an imaginary strap on and her stroking my penis. Not allowed to move, I lay back in ecstasy ready to cum at a moment’s notice, but I did not have permission. Right before she signed off to leave me completely edged, I came. Despite my failure she smiled… oh so deviously.

I Am Forever Her Obedient Slave

My mistress waited a couple of days before our next session. This time there was no trance, I was instructed to drop naked on all fours. She allowed me to compliment her as I licked her feet on the webcam screen. The mere obedience gave me pleasure as I was already hard. She instructed me to tie my testicles tight, separating them in the middle. I was then instructed to slap my testicles with a paddle (my steel spatula) repeatedly, each time saying thank you to my mistress and kissing the screen.

Still not having a strap on or dildo, I was instructed to insert a drum stick in my ass, occasionally slapping my balls. My mistress said I was forgiven and proceeded to strip and pleasure herself while I continued to shove the drumstick in my ass. After a while I was instructed to lie on my back, lifting my pelvis in the air, leaving the drumstick in my ass. With my mouth open, I was given permission and a countdown to cum. My mistress and I came together and I was asked to swallow my own cum. Suddenly I felt fulfilled and with purpose, serving, obeying, and pleasuring women.

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