This text is a testimony of my experience at the Gynarchic Academy. It is also a tribute to the director of this Academy, the Divine Goddess Caroline No.
It all began a few months ago. I was unhappy, deeply unhappy. My relationship was stagnant. Worse still, despite all my efforts, I could no longer make my wife happy—a remarkable woman with whom I had built my entire intimate life. In our relationship, there was growing impatience, irritation, anger, and mutual clumsiness. My wife seemed closed off to all my advances, simply telling me that if I remained so unpleasant, she would leave me.
Enrollment in Slave Selection
I had always lived by the rule—in my personal, family, or professional life—of confronting obstacles to understand, circumvent, or overcome them. So, I needed to start by understanding the root of the problem.
Why was this woman I loved and admired, whom I had wanted to serve out of love and who had brought me so much happiness, showing such impatience and criticism toward me?
Submission, perhaps! But how could I submit to a powerful woman who grew irritated at every one of my missteps?
I had always admired the richness of heart and quiet confidence of certain women who inspired respect and gratitude in me. Yet, it was clear that my wife and I were drifting apart little by little.
I was familiar with female domination. Indeed, I frequently read stories in DOMINAMAG, the magazine of dominant women. I was as eager as I was unsettled by the implausible tales I found there. However, I had a hunch that in FemDom, I might find answers to my questions about my true nature, my relationships with women, and especially with my wife.
Overcoming my distrust of social media, I decided to sign up on the Slave Selection website.
Very quickly, I received a message from the site, firmly urging me to contact Madame Caroline No without delay. I complied immediately.
The response to my message was instantaneous: “From now on, you will call me Divine Goddess. Send me a photo of yourself completely naked and on your knees so I can see what you look like.”
Divine Goddess
Trained by Divine Goddess, the Director of the Gynarchic Academy
First, I should provide some details about how this site works. Everything happens remotely on a dedicated platform through exchanges of messages, photographs, or images.
I also want to clarify that this was a voluntary step on my part, and I was never forced to do anything.
All true dominant Mistresses make it clear to their submissives that they are always free to stop and leave. The Mistress I’ve lived with for so many years has often reminded me of this. Thus, it’s pointless to look for manipulation or control here. As I progressed in discovering female domination, the freedom to withdraw remained absolute.
Initially, Divine Goddess explained that she would guide me toward a profound physical, psychological, and emotional transformation. This transformation would allow me to live increasingly in harmony with submission to women and enter the dynamic of Female Domination, FemDom, or Female Leadership Relationship (FLRS).
At first, Divine Goddess revealed little of herself—perhaps just a foot, maybe two, and nothing more.
The approach she proposed was impressive, both in the precision of its objectives and the depth of its effects.
Transformation into a Sissy
I quickly realized that this Superior Woman possessed exceptional intelligence. Every word, every sentence was precise and restrained. Her authority was direct and natural. Divine Goddess sees everything, senses everything, and communicates with measure and accuracy. Respect is imposed on the submissive through a journey guided with certainty and patience. This respect is immediate, evident, and mutual.
Communication between Divine Goddess and the submissive during training is fluid, intense, rhythmic, and always initiated by the “director.” Throughout the training, the apprentice submissive can ask many questions. It’s a journey of discoveries, joys, introspection, and self-questioning that helps the submissive uncover who they truly are.
Early on, Divine Goddess set the goal of my transformation. Throughout this evolution, I came to understand the relevance, coherence, and fairness of her choice. I learned to practice humility, offering, the virtue of punishment, the world of adoration, the light of surrender, the joy of devotion, the love of restraint, the acceptance of pain, and the understanding of my nature.
This isn’t just an experience—it’s a new, intense, and joyful life on a surprising and soothing path. The slow transformation is as much physical as it is mental, emotional, and psychological. It’s so profound that the renewal feels serene and exhilarating.
Divine Goddess announced the stages as I progressed. She warned me about seemingly insurmountable challenges to come. She also congratulated, encouraged, and corrected me, shaping me into an increasingly feminine version—a sissy in the making, as that was her project.
The Incredible Surrender During an Accepted Punishment
Divine Goddess taught me the difference between the pain of an accepted punishment and that of a chastisement, and it was my wife, my Mistress, who guided me through this step. The incredible surrender happens then. Despite the pain, the submissive remains offered, unbound, arching to overcome the dread before resuming the commanded position servilely.
During the first few months, everything went smoothly with my wife, my Mistress. Indeed, I easily found the time needed to begin my transformation without harming our intimacy. Then, little by little, my wife expressed jealousy, perplexity, and irritated surprise. She began criticizing my “coach,” Divine Goddess. I found it increasingly difficult to bear all her accusations.
So, I opened up to Divine Goddess about it. Her reaction was strikingly serene. She asked me to be patient with my wife, saying she had never known a Mistress to block such a process.
I only understood the meaning of her response later. If the woman in your life is truly a dominant Mistress, she will gradually come to appreciate the submissive’s changes—his slow feminization, his newfound, often delightful attentiveness, his sincere and constant care—in short, his transformation.
Evolution of My Relationship
To be honest, I was initially surprised by how quickly my relationship evolved. The woman of my life, my Mistress, calmed down. Little by little, she opened up as my femininity grew, starting from the moment the foolish and awkward excesses of masculinity began to fade.
It took Divine Goddess’s incredible talent to help me through this evolution. Indeed, submitting daily under my wife’s gaze isn’t always easy to live with. The Mistress, meanwhile, blossoms in this new dynamic, exercising her domination over the submissive in training more effortlessly.
I also witnessed the emergence and growth of internal, mysterious connections between my Mistress and Divine Goddess. In this new gynarchic relationship, a balance forms, allowing each to evolve in their roles of domination and submission.
The essence of a harmonious relationship lies in the pursuit of mutual happiness, and female domination transcends this quest, becoming a source of infinite satisfaction and amusement.
Everything happens in the secrecy of the relationship, and, dear skeptical, surprised, or outraged reader, don’t expect examples or illustrations from me. You wouldn’t understand them, or you’d be foolishly indignant.
Toward a Gynarchic Relationship!
The FemDom relationship extends beyond sexual interactions into a lifetime of understanding and harmony, shared in female authority and male submission. On the surface, family, social, professional, or economic life remains unchanged, but the man finally lives his dream at the feet of a Mistress. Moreover, a submissive who embraces his role discovers how much easier it is to attract all women, dominant or not. He knows how to behave with a dominant woman. Thus, if the woman is a true Domina, she will instinctively sense the signs of submission and can play with them at her leisure. I’ve already experienced this.
In a gynarchic relationship, there’s an intense mutual bond between a Mistress and a submissive.
This is the marvelous gift that my Mistress and I owe to Divine Goddess. The gratitude for our gynarchic relationship can never be fully expressed. Praise and thanks, of course, but beyond that, what an immense privilege it is to have encountered Divine Goddess. It pleases me to think that I, the sissy, was the one who initiated it.
Lily
