Wednesday 30 October.
This was a taxing day for elina, partly because of emotional swings related to elinas training at the gynarchic academy. Even more because of lots of things to be accomplished in vanilla life.
This morning, elina received a response from Mistress Empress to elina’s report the night before. It made elina very happy, its highly valued training mistress approved elina’s path going forward. Immediately beneath was a wonderful picture of Mistress Empress, and a text that was disturbing to elina. Mistress Empress clearly expressed that for elina to have an erection is not a compliment for the girl that caused the arousal, but that this is offensive. It’s proof that elina does not know its place. It’s proof that elina is not wearing a chastity belt.
Elina has been out of a cage for weeks now. elina was a little proud of itself that it had not allowed itself to be tempted to cheat in that period, although most of the credit to this should go to Mistress Empress for the way Mistress is exercising mental control of elina. But now, elina realized that it had offended Mistress Empress frequently in this period. Elina promptly expressed its regret for this and other failings in a message to Mistress Empress.
When elina later received a message from Mistress Empress accepting that elina’s immediate remorse was appropriate with further instructions for how elina was to proceed, elina was happy again. Maybe these mood swings are typical for wannabe-slaves like elina who truly wants to be trained and experience that they time and again fail to anticipate the desires of the Superior Females we want to serve and obey? And then, when we are corrected, we feel so happy that Mistress cares enough about us to continue to guide us and are not just giving up on us.
Later today, elina did receive its new cage, elina is locked up again. Finally, elina will constantly feel that it cannot get hard and can forget about cheating. It feels wonderful. Elina sent a picture of elinas clitty locked in the new cage to Mistress Empress.
Now elina has received a short notice from Mistress Empress that She likes the new cage. elina is so happy now, having failed to use the cage Mistress Empress originally though was fitting for elina, and having waited so long for the new custom made cage to arrive, elina is finally locked up again and Mistress Empress likes it. What more could elina ask for?
