Tuesday 29 October.
Today, submissive wannabe sissy-slave elina was really busy with lots of mundane activities to prepare everything for the Winter fast approaching where we live. Whenever elina had a free moment to allow its mind to wonder, elina was thinking about elina soon again being locked up in a chastity device.
elina has long accepted that long-term chastity is both absolutely necessary and appropriate for elina. Whenever elina has an orgasm, elina loses its motivation to serve Superior Females as a completely submissive and docile little sissy for days if not weeks. elina fully accepts that elina’s place is to submit and serve the Superior Females it is allowed to submit to. To ensure elina will serve consistently, elina must never be allowed to cum. And still, elina knows how difficult abstaining from masturbation becomes once elina has gone chaste for one month, two months, three months with no cumming.
When elina joined the Gynarchic academy it was largely as a result of elina, after three months of self-imposed chastity failed and wanked. Elina is ashamed about this but it is the truth. For a day or two, elina felt like a “real man”, free to masturbate and do as vanilla-elina pleased. Then, elina felt remorse and regrets. Elina again wanted to become a submissive sissy slave to its wonderful Mistress Wife, elina adores Her, loves Her, wants to serve Her. How can elina ever hope of getting Mistress Wife to take control if elina will continue to fail like this? elina realized it needed help to change. When elina found the Gynarchic accadem, elina saw this as a possible solution.
When elina was assigned to Mistress Empress for training, elina soon confessed its unacceptable behavior and that it had made itself cum without any form of approval from a Superior Female. Elina is so grateful to Mistress Empress for how She took control of elina in this situation. Mistress Empress did express that it was understandable that elina did this, but also emphasized that it was completely unacceptable, and more importantly that it had to be considered as an opportunity to learn. Submissive elina wowed to never cum again unless instructed to cum by a Superior Female, and that as of now only Mistress Empress or Mistress Wife has the power to order this for elina.
Mistres Empress appropriately ordered elina to send Her a picture of elina locked up. This elina did
Elina should have expected this but was still surprised when Mistress Empress some days later approached Her submissive wannabe-slave elina on chat, informing elina that we had to work on elina’s cage as it was much too big. Anyone can see this from the picture, elina’s little sissy clitty does not even reach to the front of the cage. Mistress Empress instructed elina which cage to buy, a true micro cage.
Beneath is a picture of what elina’s sissy-bells looks like, the clitty can hardly be seen at all, in the new micro cage that Mistress Empress correctly identified as appropriate for Her submissive little wannabe-sissy-slave:
Unfortunately, this cage did not work so well for elina. The first issue is that it turned out to be not safe!!! It actually came off by itself in the night when elina was sleeping. The clitty became stiff, forcing the cage forwards and the up on top of the ring. The sissy-bells was still trapped but the cltty was free to roam. Elina then attempted to use this cage during the day only to discover another issue. Suddenly, parts of the delicate clitty skin was caught in a not-tight-enough opening between the ring at the back and the cage part of it, suddenly this opening tightened and elina suffered acute pain that could only be resolved by removing the cage.
elina is so grateful to Mistress Empress who recognized that this was not a cage we could rely on for long term use. Mistress Empress worked with elina to find a third option which elina has ordered. This is the same manufacturer as for elina’s first cage; Mature Metal, but a modified design where another feature causing some problems for elina has been eliminated, but more importantly, it is the shortest version that can be ordered for this cage. elina learned this morning that the new cage will arrive next day. Since elina discovered the issue with the original cage, elina has been chaste but not locked up. Elina is happy with itself that it has obeyed Mistress Empress and not made any attempt to cum. But what elina is missing is the look every time elina pulls down its sissy panties to take a seat at the toilet and looking down on the very visual reminder that elina’s sex life and whether to cum or not is now fully Mistress Empress decision.
The thoughts of this and the consequences has preoccupied every free moment for elina today. elina has been chaste for more than two months now. it is getting more and more challenging every day. At the same time it is also making elina more and more eager to submit to both Mistress Wife and Mistress Empress. elina really longs to be locked up and controlled by Mistress Empress. But at the same time elina knows how difficult this will become when elina pass the three month milestone. Elina just hopes it will be able to withstand the temptation and continue to choose to submit and serve while managing to deal with the frustrations from the constant itching and ever growing desire to please itself. Elina is so grateful for Mistress Empress, without Mistress carefully chosen mixture of encouragement and humiliation, elina would probably not be able to control itself….
